I realize it's cheesy, get over it and embrace it.

Let's face it marriage kinda freaks me out, it's such a huge commitment. And when I see movies that have adultery and divorce it scares me even more. I start to doubt myself and if I can really do this. I mean forever is a crazy long time. Then after I have a crazy long stream of thoughts, I calm down and say ok, don't think about the world or everyone who isn't you. Think about this amazing man who you're about to spend the rest of forever with. I know it's cheesy, but I love him so much it's almost overwhelming. And the fact that he loves me back just as much as I love him makes me more happy than I could have ever imagine being. He's so kind, honest, and loving. He's patient with me and knows how to make me feel better when I'm stressed. He's knows everything about me all my faults and weaknesses, but still loves me. He accepts me for who I am and who I have been. He's everything I could have ever hoped for. I can't even explain how I feel right now. I guess there are two ways that kinda come close: I feel like my heart is going to explode it's so full and the other...I better not quote because it's a Beyonce song and I want Tron to keep loving me. I realize that feeling like this is probably normal for people, but it's new for me. I've never felt like this for anyone before.